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As the boring soul blabbers....

November 3, 2012 – One of my childhood buddies says in a phone conversation that I have become boring and I smile admitting it. I wish I were hurt but I wasn’t. I knew exactly what he was talking about. There’s always something wrong when a 24*7 chatter box slows down suddenly but there’s nothing wrong if the same happens over a period of time, or so I would like to think just to avoid the endless number of questions in my mind. I was the kind of girl who would never let anyone speak as long as what I want to say isn’t out of me. Today, I am the girl who wouldn’t speak even when there’s a need to speak. People who haven’t talked to me in a while and have known me since long would be shocked. It’s really hard to believe that I talk less these days but no matter what this is the truth. It’s the reality which is hard to accept even for me. It’s not only in terms of talking but also in terms of being an extrovert. Again, I used to be the girl who used to step in home because she had

Our Story

Once upon a time not long ago, we were in love or at least we thought so. Our story did not start with hatred, it was simply friendship at its best. Friends we were then, friends we are now, or we just console ourselves by saying so. In between somehow love crossed our paths, and the feeling of first love arose in our hearts. Our love wasn't ever biased or partial, it never had any place for betrayal. Not was anybody ignored by us, but we could not control what others thought. We were sure that our love would last forever, but alas! every story has to have a conclusion. It was a sad ending, everyone said, distance, impatience and I were to blame. Still we continued to fight and talk, the break up never seemed the way it should have been though. Awkward silence always filled the space, Yet we continued to try and share. Our ending always seemed incomplete, I thought, a last meeting is all that we need. Misunderstand