The Unforgettable Desire

Jo sagar mein lehre hi na uthe to Jo taare timtimaaye hi na to Jo chand bhi akela sa pad gaya ho to... Koi yahan kare bhi to kya..? Jo barsaat chubhan si lagne lage to Jo chandni hi fiki pad jaye to Jo qayanaat hi ruth si gayi ho to... Koi yahan kare bhi to kya..? Jo sapno se hi darr lagne lage to Jo haqiqat hi jhuti si lagne lage to Jo zindagi kahin chut si gayi ho to... Koi yahan kare bhi to kya..? Jo wo saaya aasra hi na ban paye to Jo wo pyaar hi apna na lage to Jo wo ikraar-e-ishq hi na ho to... Koi yahan kare bhi to kya..? Jo dil bewafa lagne lage to Jo armaan saare tutne lage to Jo haathon se haath chutne lage ho to... Koi yahan kare bhi to kya..? Jo jeene ki hi tammanna na rahi to Jo dard-e-tanhai bhi manjur na ho to Jo maut bhi gawara na ho to... Koi yahan kare bhi to kya...?

This morning I recieved a call from one of cousin sisters, Anusha, who has been actually the only cousin of mine with whom I'm constantly in touch. This closeness is probably the result of our stay together during my Leukemia days and she turned two while in Vellore. Please don't think of her as a little girl. She may be biologically turning six in July but for me I think she would be turning 16. Yes. But again don't get me wrong she has innocence filled in her like any other child of her age. It's something with the way she talks which makes me think she is older than her age and if I'm not wrong every kid tries his best to not to sound like a kid. I used to do it as well. I was half asleep at around 10A.M-11A.M. when Anusha called and asked me to check my mail and in my sleepy voice I said I will and forgot to ask what it was about. After waking up completely I thought it must have been another sweet poem that she wrote and wanted to share with me. But the t