Every night when I am in pain   I think of the hard yet cozy bed,   That kept me company   When I was a victim.   ‘A Dreadful Disease’ they say   I never felt that way.   I was in pain then   I am in pain now   And I think of the place   That others detest.   If I could choose my dream   Tonight I would see myself   Sleeping on the same bed, so comfortable.   No one wants me back there,   No one knows how I feel.   I want to travel back in the past   Lay with drips in my hands   Hear the unknown tongue   See the familiar corridors, desks and faces   I will know that I am going to be fine   Among them I am safe   Without them, haunts the fear   Day break will wake me up   Or the night will envelope my body.   I wish to be with the   Smiling faces who changed my sheets,   Caring faces who medicated me.   Never having to be lonely again   I wish to wake up joyously.   The pain doesn’t vanish there   But it’s easier to deal with it.   Smile comes naturally with the suffering   Understand...