The Unforgettable Desire

Aimless. Confused. Crazy. Unfair-screwed up Life. First Love-The Best Relationship. Break up-The saddest story on Earth. Depression. Loneliness -The Best Friend. My story is different-The best dialogue. In the end -I'm who I'm. Even for the shortest moment, did the thought ever cross your mind that one of the above things made you different from the people you see everyday? I guess most of people would say yes, if they answer honestly. Most of us have been through at least a few of the above situations at some point of our life. And many lucky people go through all the above situation more than once during their teenage. Honestly, I myself have been through all of them in last couple of years and I'm still facing some of them right now but the question is do they make me unique among the others around me? During my entry into teenage, I always wished to be a normal or should I say a typical teenage girl and now I wonder what was the definition of a 'Typical Te...

Jo sagar mein lehre hi na uthe to Jo taare timtimaaye hi na to Jo chand bhi akela sa pad gaya ho to... Koi yahan kare bhi to kya..? Jo barsaat chubhan si lagne lage to Jo chandni hi fiki pad jaye to Jo qayanaat hi ruth si gayi ho to... Koi yahan kare bhi to kya..? Jo sapno se hi darr lagne lage to Jo haqiqat hi jhuti si lagne lage to Jo zindagi kahin chut si gayi ho to... Koi yahan kare bhi to kya..? Jo wo saaya aasra hi na ban paye to Jo wo pyaar hi apna na lage to Jo wo ikraar-e-ishq hi na ho to... Koi yahan kare bhi to kya..? Jo dil bewafa lagne lage to Jo armaan saare tutne lage to Jo haathon se haath chutne lage ho to... Koi yahan kare bhi to kya..? Jo jeene ki hi tammanna na rahi to Jo dard-e-tanhai bhi manjur na ho to Jo maut bhi gawara na ho to... Koi yahan kare bhi to kya...?

In last one year more than once I have come across the realization that no matter how much I hold back from the world, I would somehow form some kind of a relationship with people out there which I wouldn’t want to let go off. I have also realized that those people whom I want to stay by my side forever would eventually leave me and that heartbreaks are just a chapter in my life.  We meet some people, share a good time and then part away from them having nothing much to remember  but then there are some who leave their footprints in our lives. Many a times we fail to receive the lessons some people teach us before leaving because we are just too much occupied by the grief of their absence. I see some of my friends falling in love every now and then and I have also seen them falling just too hard for someone who leaves them unexpectedly when things are just great in their relationship. I have not known their story but I have always liked to believe that it happened for t...

What was the first thought that struck your mind when you read the heading of this article? Did you think that this crazy girl is again with some story of her Vellore stay or some side effects story of her medicines? If you thought so then I’m really sorry to say that this has got no link with all those Vellore stuffs of mine. Really, it is about something that would not have come to your mind at all. So don't worry nothing emotional about me.  Cedric Diggory seemed handsome enough for an 11 year old girl to have a crush on him; it’s a different thing that she barely knew what a ‘CRUSH’ is then. And obviously for such a handsome guy’s death she had to be sad. Oh yeah! This girl who was sad at Cedric’s death was me of course but I can bet that there were a million girls like me. I remember saying my brother,” Why Cedric? Voldu is bad.” But then I could not do anything, could I? So I accepted, Cedric is not going to come back. And I mean it, I was as sad as if I were Cho....