Every night when I am in pain I think of the hard yet cozy bed, That kept me company When I was a victim. ‘A Dreadful Disease’ they say I never felt that way. I was in pain then I am in pain now And I think of the place That others detest. If I could choose my dream Tonight I would see myself Sleeping on the same bed, so comfortable. No one wants me back there, No one knows how I feel. I want to travel back in the past Lay with drips in my hands Hear the unknown tongue See the familiar corridors, desks and faces I will know that I am going to be fine Among them I am safe Without them, haunts the fear Day break will wake me up Or the night will envelope my body. I wish to be with the Smiling faces who changed my sheets, Caring faces who medicated me. Never having to be lonely again I wish to wake up joyously. The pain doesn’t vanish there But it’s easier to deal with it. Smile comes naturally with the suffering Understand